Tuesday, 23 June 2009

If you don't know where you are going, any road will take you there" Lewis Carroll

"Reality is just a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs"
Robin Williams

Things have changed for me, not to a great extent, but they have changed all the same. Things are tougher in many ways and also easier. I feel like i'm slowly but surely beginning to understand myself which is nice.

Things have went wrong on other levels:
My Dad is more ill than I have ever known anyone to be and I feel almost completely alone with this dilemma.I can't go to my mum for obvious divorced parents reasons etc etc

I'm staying positive about it and I genuinely feel positive but I have discovered that that seems to be one of my coping mechanisms. I feel fine, completely fine and get on with things as though everything is and has always been completely fine until it suddenly all hits at once.

`Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place"
The Red Queen, Through the Looking Glass

I'm sick of men, I have yet again been messed around, but as with the above, it'll all be fine.

On my way to work today I thought about the fact I hadn't blogged in ages and out of no-where, this little limerick came in to my head:

I can't keep blogging my rubbish,
I can't keep on talking my p*sh,
My head's in a bubble,
Surrounded by rubble,
And my preaching is all gibberish .

Not bad for a bus ride to Chiswick.

"Develop your eccentricities while you are young. That way, when you get old, people won't think you're going gaga."
David Ogilvy


  1. Oh deary...you've been AWOL for a while (I figured all the work/travel stuff was keeping you swamped) We need to find a good time to chat. *hugs* Sounds like you are in a tough position. When are you able to chat? I am only around on Thursdays (the rest of the time I am at the sweatshop. Ugh)

  2. Thanks mel.
    Things are just a bit mad these days. I'll have to explain all at some point. I'm sure all will work out fine :)

    I will hopefully be around next Thursday. I'll let you know my shifts in the Pickwicks for next week.

    I'll have to have a good read at your blog, I only skimmed it a couple of days ago. I've missed reading your posts.

    Lots of love x